I’m going to talk about some feelings.
I don’t know myself as someone who has a lot of feelings. I’ve been experiencing a lot of them recently.
Ebullience. Melancholy. Anger. Hate. Anxiety. Love. Euphoria. Hope. Envy. Resentment. Fear.
Sometimes it happens all at once and sometimes I ride waves of emotions for days. I don’t know what to make them mean or even how to deal with them.
Sometimes I deal with sitting in my cocoon of anxiety and getting so wound up I snap at my awesome roommates about food.
Sometimes I deal by writing.
Sometimes I deal by just letting the emotion be an emotion.
And right now I can barely type because I am so overcome with feelings.